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The wine was absolutely delicious. Yay for having a second bottle stored in the basement! http://www.napacabs.com/Caduceus-2007-Nagual-De-La-Naga-California-Red-Wine-Maynard-James-Keenan-P7288.aspx
And my zen afternoon didn't last into the evening unfortunately, as I managed to royally piss off my Dessert not once but twice. *sigh* First time because I called him annoying - he is. The second time because I totally freaked out, out of nowhere, about the state of the basement. What the hell is my problem!???!
This morning I get this text from him:
Good morning beautiful. I'm glad you slept well. I want you to know, no matter what I love you always. Even if you're mad at me and I'm mad at you! I'm sorry if I get upset and react poorly. xx
He DOES react poorly, very poorly. Keeping his cool is not even remotely in his persona, but at least he'll listen to reason if I manage to keep my head, and he'll always apologize later. It's something. It used to really upset me, but I'm learning how to deal with him when he gets like that, which thankfully isn't too often.
I think I'm pretty lucky to have him. He started work at 6:30 this morning, got home at 4pm, then went to the film set where he still is (it's 1:30am) and he just messaged to say he could be as late as 5am!!! Crazy!!
Yoga again today with Jade. I'm glad she's in the same city as me now so we can do things together and hang out lots! Work was good. It's such a fan-freaking-tastic place of employment, I'm very lucky.
It's Mike's birthday next week. I haven't bought him anything, and I really haven't even thought about it because I don't really want to get him a gift. I could just make him a nice dinner, except we're going to be in Nelson on his birthday and in BC that whole weekend. Does that get me off the hook?? Partly because I'm kind of broke, partly because I have no idea what he might want, and partly because I got him birthday and Christmas presents last year but he didn't get me either. Is that petty and juvenile of me? Whatever, it's how I feel..
Bed time, so I can get up and go back to work.
And my zen afternoon didn't last into the evening unfortunately, as I managed to royally piss off my Dessert not once but twice. *sigh* First time because I called him annoying - he is. The second time because I totally freaked out, out of nowhere, about the state of the basement. What the hell is my problem!???!
This morning I get this text from him:
Good morning beautiful. I'm glad you slept well. I want you to know, no matter what I love you always. Even if you're mad at me and I'm mad at you! I'm sorry if I get upset and react poorly. xx
He DOES react poorly, very poorly. Keeping his cool is not even remotely in his persona, but at least he'll listen to reason if I manage to keep my head, and he'll always apologize later. It's something. It used to really upset me, but I'm learning how to deal with him when he gets like that, which thankfully isn't too often.
I think I'm pretty lucky to have him. He started work at 6:30 this morning, got home at 4pm, then went to the film set where he still is (it's 1:30am) and he just messaged to say he could be as late as 5am!!! Crazy!!
Yoga again today with Jade. I'm glad she's in the same city as me now so we can do things together and hang out lots! Work was good. It's such a fan-freaking-tastic place of employment, I'm very lucky.
It's Mike's birthday next week. I haven't bought him anything, and I really haven't even thought about it because I don't really want to get him a gift. I could just make him a nice dinner, except we're going to be in Nelson on his birthday and in BC that whole weekend. Does that get me off the hook?? Partly because I'm kind of broke, partly because I have no idea what he might want, and partly because I got him birthday and Christmas presents last year but he didn't get me either. Is that petty and juvenile of me? Whatever, it's how I feel..
Bed time, so I can get up and go back to work.