I'm trying
First art class was... kinda weird. The teacher seems rather flaky, and the art work she brought with her to show us frankly sucked. But she showed us some pretty cool techniques that I think I'll be able to utilize in the future, so that's something. Except for the fact that I'm a terrible artist. Even though we were just practicing techniques, I saw so many other cooler practice bits of paint on wood. Oh well....
I'm feeling all squishy about Dessert these days, which is nice.
I'm feeling rather squishy (in a good way) in general lately, which is novel and pleasant. Except I've been eating terribly, and feeling really tired almost constantly. Hmm..
The doctor at the clinic this morning zeroed in on the lump right away, but she seemed almost as relieved as I was when she proclaimed that it was most likely a cyst. Ultrasound on Tuesday to confirm. Phew.
I think I should probably attempt to be more social at some point in the near future, but I don't really care. I like hanging out with Maclean, I like working at the Rose, and I really enjoy Sunday Fun Days with my sisters and his bro and the ever expanding land of Catan.
Maclean is putting in his time on the film set he was so stoked about. It's day #2 and he's already so bored he can't stand it. Ha ha. But at least he can say "been there, done that." A lot of the film guys come over to the Rose because their production office is right behind us. Which means I know almost more about their schedule and what's going on then Mike does. It's weird that we're both inadvertently involved. One of the electrical monkeys named Todd comes over fairly regularly and chats with me. The other day he even phoned to see if I was there. Now he has my number so we text - not often, he usually just messages to see if I'm around at lunch time or whatever. But last night he asked me on a date. I knew it was coming. Instead I invited him to Sunday games night. And then today on set Todd and Mike met each other.
I miss traveling. I miss spending every day with my sister. I really miss Nick, although I'm doing my damndest not to dwell on him - and succeeding pretty well. I miss warm nights and never wearing socks. I miss cheap snacks on the streets. I miss flirting - especially because a couple of guys who are friends of some of the guys at the Rose have been acting awfully interested in me (why now and not a year ago, I don't know), and a tiny part of me regrets not being able to play or pursue. But only a tiny part. I miss meeting new people. I miss having friends.
And on that note, my boss just called so I should do some work before I go to work. o_O
I'm feeling all squishy about Dessert these days, which is nice.
I'm feeling rather squishy (in a good way) in general lately, which is novel and pleasant. Except I've been eating terribly, and feeling really tired almost constantly. Hmm..
The doctor at the clinic this morning zeroed in on the lump right away, but she seemed almost as relieved as I was when she proclaimed that it was most likely a cyst. Ultrasound on Tuesday to confirm. Phew.
I think I should probably attempt to be more social at some point in the near future, but I don't really care. I like hanging out with Maclean, I like working at the Rose, and I really enjoy Sunday Fun Days with my sisters and his bro and the ever expanding land of Catan.
Maclean is putting in his time on the film set he was so stoked about. It's day #2 and he's already so bored he can't stand it. Ha ha. But at least he can say "been there, done that." A lot of the film guys come over to the Rose because their production office is right behind us. Which means I know almost more about their schedule and what's going on then Mike does. It's weird that we're both inadvertently involved. One of the electrical monkeys named Todd comes over fairly regularly and chats with me. The other day he even phoned to see if I was there. Now he has my number so we text - not often, he usually just messages to see if I'm around at lunch time or whatever. But last night he asked me on a date. I knew it was coming. Instead I invited him to Sunday games night. And then today on set Todd and Mike met each other.
I miss traveling. I miss spending every day with my sister. I really miss Nick, although I'm doing my damndest not to dwell on him - and succeeding pretty well. I miss warm nights and never wearing socks. I miss cheap snacks on the streets. I miss flirting - especially because a couple of guys who are friends of some of the guys at the Rose have been acting awfully interested in me (why now and not a year ago, I don't know), and a tiny part of me regrets not being able to play or pursue. But only a tiny part. I miss meeting new people. I miss having friends.
And on that note, my boss just called so I should do some work before I go to work. o_O