Dec 22, 2010 21:56
Last night I sent my Beautiful Banga a farewell message. I can't do this any more. I've made my choice, I feel good about my choice, but every time I talk to Nick I know I will want him and miss him and second guess my decision, if only for a moment. I don't want that. I don't want to lose Nick's friendship and the connection we have, but even more than that I don't want to cheat Mike any more, and I don't want to cause myself that heartache.
Good bye Nick. I love you and will miss you more than you will ever know.
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The Full Moon Party was NUTS!!!!! 20,000 people (give or take) on a beach partying like their lives depended on it! Crazy times. There were dozens of bars and djs playing music, which thankfully varied from place to place as you walked down the beach. There were bright lights, fire spinners, a giant slide, body paint galore, food vendors, buckets of booze (literally buckets), flaming jump rope, flaming limbo...!!!!
Near the beginning of the evening we saw these two guys that looked like they were about to get in a scrap.. So Jade and I kind of stepped in. The guys looked at us for a moment, then one of them grabbed me and planted a long, firm kiss right on my lips! I laughed and sent him on his way. It was going to be that kind of party... And it was. I planted kisses, or had them planted on me, but at least half a dozen guys, including a couple of spontaneous, mini makeout sessions!
Fun fun fun. Jade and I had a few drinks but didn't get anywhere messy. Funnily enough we'd have a couple guys latch onto us for an hour or so, then we'd find a way to ditch them and promptly meet a couple more. Dancing, laughing, just watching the spectacle. Good times. We managed to stay awake until dawn was just cracking the horizon. Crawled into bed tired and dirty and covered in body paint and makeup at 6:30 am.
I'm much too old for this... But I'm very glad we went!
Boat to catch.. more later..
adventure 101,
oh boys!,
beautiful banga