nights
Nights are a great time for me, and a terrible time, all together. I become more in tune, more creative, more heightened emotionally, more intense. But with it comes more doubt, more questions, more tears -or want for tears. More longings...
If I could have one wish granted right now, it would be for someone to be here rubbing my shoulders. They are all knotted up and huuuurt. Having someone rub me would be such a luxury.
My other desire at the moment is to be in a big comfy warm bed, in a toasty warm room, naked (or mostly naked) with another naked (or mostly naked) body. I'm not feeling particularly frisky, or sexy for that matter. I'm not wanting a big long intense session of lovemaking. What I am craving is to be warm and comfortable, with someone else.. I want to laugh with them, touch them, tickle them, roll around and goof around, have their lips on mine and forget that there is a world outside that room. Then snuggle up and fall into sleep -content.
I'm thinking far too much, but trying not to think at the same time. It's not working so well. I have GOT to find something.....
If I could have one wish granted right now, it would be for someone to be here rubbing my shoulders. They are all knotted up and huuuurt. Having someone rub me would be such a luxury.
My other desire at the moment is to be in a big comfy warm bed, in a toasty warm room, naked (or mostly naked) with another naked (or mostly naked) body. I'm not feeling particularly frisky, or sexy for that matter. I'm not wanting a big long intense session of lovemaking. What I am craving is to be warm and comfortable, with someone else.. I want to laugh with them, touch them, tickle them, roll around and goof around, have their lips on mine and forget that there is a world outside that room. Then snuggle up and fall into sleep -content.
I'm thinking far too much, but trying not to think at the same time. It's not working so well. I have GOT to find something.....