FIxer

Sep 08, 2005 19:06

I HAVE NO IDEA WERE THIS CAME FROM!!! BUT HERE IT IS...

I feel like the whole world has seen my brokeness
and now all that remains are the true ones
the true loves
Can’t say who these people are surprise me
you are never hidden from the world
at least not as throughly as you think you are

Doesn’t change the fact that I am this way...this way that is unhealthy. If I keep this up I am going to end up dead.

All the shots I took and I can go another hundred rounds try me.

Judge me
Show me how evil I am
Tell me how worthless I am
take away my social status...please

I am not a guru or a modern gandi

I am not your leper messiah
I am not your tin god
I am not the answer giver
I am a broken man
I am not who you are looking for

Now you see that and leave me...good.

Now the evil one sees what I am seeing but what he thinks of it I am not sure yet.
All I can say is shoot me again I aint dead yet

break me tear me rip me do what you do because I am going no were

I do half your job for you by destroying myself. We will see what happens with me but I can not just die because I am broken. I’m broken? Join the club.

Take another crack at me...what will fall this time? Because every time I am attacked I learn...so go ahead shoot me again I aint dead yet.

I look around and see my status has failed me my face has fallen off and there I stand broken and I am loving every bit of confusion every bit of self hatred is being dealt with embraced and disregarded....the people judging me left for me to scold or leave behind....But it is being handled

All of this and I still stand
Shoot me again
fire away
take your best shot
take my love away take my friends from me, my heath... do to me what you did to those in LA...take my home my life go ahead...because I have one thing no one can take.

Shoot me again I aint dead yet
and I kill myself all the time but I never finish the job.

I will live and thrive

Go ahead keep infect my mind you will die out soon enough I will overcome you because that is what I am...more than a conqueror you have disarmed me but not prevented me from picking that sword back up...

Go for it
shoot me again I aint dead yet

And I will never be

Purify me in the fires of hell I will come out clean burn me in the fires of resurrection and my gold will come shining through.

you cant have me you never will get me I seem to be taking myself out with every self destructive thought but it will pass soon enough and you will be left with nothing.

I will not go quietly into the night
I will RAGE! RAGE! Against the dying of the light!

Losing control and loving it............let it burn
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