Author:Seaolife
Pairing:Gunwoo/Insoo
Title: How long can you hold it in?
Rating: Pg-13, mpreg(Insoo)
Author's comments: The Umma/Appa thing between Insoo and Gunwoo really drove me to write an implied m-preg fic, i know it sounds a bit strange, bit I'm sure you guys are going to like it.
As light broke through the barriers of the curtains, Gunwoo stirred in his sleep.
"uggggg...What time is it" He thinks to himself, as he reaches over the tanned boy, tucked in his arms, to grab his phone. 9:00 It reads. He stetches a bit causing Insoo to turn on his side away from the movement. Gunwoo smiled, proping himself up on his elbow to look over at his sleeping boyfriend, snuggling into the sheets. He caresses his cheeks, loving the way Insoo leans into the touch. Feeling his stomach growl, he figured it was time to get up and get some food or somthing.
He gets out of bed clad in his boxer briefs, and grabs the robe, next to bed slipping into it. He silently walks out of the room and into the kitchen where, Chaejin is watching t.v eating his cereal, JunQ is studying for school, and Seyong is talking to himself as usual.
"Oh..Morning Hyung" Chaejin smiles milk dripping down his cheeks. Gunwoo has to crack a smile at their adorable maknae.
"Hey Hyung, sleep well?" Seyong asks aloud, grabbing one of JunQ's books off of the shelf and fingering through the pages.
"Umm yup..Did you guys sleep well too"? Gunwoo asks back hearing 3 responses at the same time. He shakes his head at the three younger boys.
"Did they really expect me to understand that"? He mumbles to himself with a snicker, and look to the kitchen, seeing coffee being brewed. He grabs a fan-given coffee mug out of the counter and pores a bit of the coffee in it, then takes the creamer and dumps it in caryying it out of the kitchen and back into his shared room with Insoo.
The sight in frount of his makes him shiver, Insoo is sitting on the edge of the bed, sheets clinging to his naked body,falling off of his left shoulder, blond wavy hair, messy and he's rubbing the sleep out of his eyes with the back of his hand.
"Are you awake?" The younger asks, crossing the room in 3 long strides, to put the coffee down on the table next to the bed and wrap his arms around Insoo.
"Hmmm,I'm awake...and hungry" He says to Gunwoo pecking the side of his cheek.
"Here" He says grabbing the steaming mug off the table, and putting it up to his lips.
"What is this?" Insoo asks feeling the warm ceramic in his hands and grazing his lips.
"Its coffee, Seyong made it so it might be a bit strong" Gunwoo warns, unwrapping his arms from the older boy, to go pick out his outfit for the day.Insoo hesitates abit before letting the hot liquid slide down his throat. He licks his lips at the overly-sweetness, making him cringe. But before the coffee even has a chance to settle in his stomach, he feels a wave of nausea wash over him.
He puts the coffee mug down, and the feeling continues to hit him, untill he feels like he's about to throw up. Gunwoo looks up from his closet, eyeing Insoo with concern.
"Insoo-yah...Are you okay" He asks rubbing the older boy's back. Finally its sets in, and Insoo puts a hand to his mouth and runs to bathroom, a trail of sheets following him. Gunwoo utterly confused, sprints off in the direction he was going, and finds himself locked outside the restroom, hearing Insoo gag and vomit, gasping for some sort of relief.
"Insoo...Insoo-yah..Are you okay" He knocks on the door frantically, still hearing the older boy gag. A few minutes the nausea stops and so does the vomiting.
"Insoo-yah!!!Why won't you answer???INSOO!!!"
"Gunwoo stop it!" Insoo yells getting up to open the door, and when he does he's met with a tight grip on his forearms, and frantic eyes looking into his.
"I'm fine...." He looks away not being able to meet the gaze of their leader.
" I think i got sick because of the old kimchi I ate last night..." with a slight blush gracing his cheeks.
"Are you sure...?"The younger asks putting a hand on Insoo's forhead, for some reassureance.
"Yeah..As soon as I threw up the feeling went away...Hurry up and go get ready, remember the SBSMTV cameras are comming today"
"Oh...I forgot about that.." He says rubbing the back of his head, a smirk lighting up his features.
"Go on ahead, I have to make sure, the kids already know what they have to do for today's episode" Insoo says shaking off, the loosening grip on his arms. He walks into the living room and goes
straight to JunQ.
"JunQ-ah, make sure you have all your books and notebooks out to study, remember this episode is all about us helping you study for your SAT's" He says ruffling his hair. JunQ turns around already deep into his study time.
"Hyung..I think we're all covered in here, your the only one who's not ready" He says snarkily pointing at the sheet still wrapped around his body.
"Aish..You smart little...." He says lightly slapping JunQ across the head, and the younger laughs at him, obviously embaressed.
So Insoo washes his face, goes back to his room, slips on a white t-shirt, a pair of dark washed jeans and the pink apron Chaejin picked out for him yesterday. He sighs to himself.
"Note to self...Never let Chaejin pick out anything else for me ever again" Slipping of the floral apron, he ties it around his back goes into the kitchen, ready to assume his, position as JunQ's mother for the day.
Gunwoo is on the couch pretending to read a week old newspaper, Chaejin is on the couch reading his comic book, JunQ is at the computer desk studying for his SAT's. Insoo finished cooking the food about 30 minutes ago and is studying a cook book, and for some odd reason, the PD-nim decided to make Seyong the reporter. The camera's move across the room depicting, while Seyong is talking into the mirophone, what the day is like for their 4 member family.
After that that they all get to give JunQ's their own mini lessons and what to do during his SAT's. The "Weakling Appa" Gunwoo, gives a confusing lesson of vocal techniques, to which JunQ later says are "Pointless", "Sexy Muscle Umma" Insoo gives his lesson to JunQ on how to have fun during his break and how to entertain his friends. "The Reporter" Seyong gives his lessons on how to focus before and after the test. And lastly "Cute little brother" Chaejin gives a lesson filled with brain-teasers.
After a long day of lessons, they all sit down to the meal Insoo has cooked for them, still aware of the camera's following their every move. He removes the covering, to reveal foods that he has cooked based on the "History" portion of JunQ's test. Fried onion, fried squid,Indian foods and other fried delicous delicasies. As soon as the covering is off hungry hands reach for the plates. Insoo is still pulling out food out of the refrigerator one by one.
" Waaaa this taste's really good" They all say mouths stuffed with salty, fried goodness.
"Is there any vinegar?" Gunwoo asks as Insoo is still in the refrigerator.
"Hmm wait a second" He replies pushing the mustard and hot peper paste out of the way. Once he finds it, he gets a small smell of it, and gags again, feeling the nausea climb up his insides. This time he's able to hold it in, but not with-out Gunwoo noticing the difficulty he had.
Insoo turns back around and sets the vinegar down in frount of Gunwoo, with a poker face, and Gunwoo eyes him suspicously. The night goes on with Chaejin giving JunQ vitamin's and chocolates, Insoo gives him a tonic, and Seyong and Gunwoo tell him to do well and get into a good college. At about 11:00pm the camera's leave and all of the boys retire back to their original spots. But Gunwoo corners Insoo while he washing to dishes, wrapping his warms around the thin, yet muscular figure. It startles Insoo, but he twists his head around a bit to kiss Gunwoo fully on the lips. He smiles and kisses back with a bit of heat, a few seconds later Insoo turns his head back around to finish the dishes.
"So...." Gunwoo starts.
"Hmm?" Insoo asks putting a plate away in the shelf above his head.
"Earlier, when I asked you to take out the vinegar...." Insoo froze.
"You started to feel nauseous again, did'nt you?"
"Yeah...I think it was smell, you know I have a weak stomach" Insoo mumbles, nervously.
" Is there somthing your not telling me..?" and Insoo takes his gloves off and turn in his boyfriends hold to face him. He has the usual look on his face, but it looks like he's trying to understand somthing. Insoo cups Gunwoo's cheeks and leans in to kiss him softly.
"I would'nt hide anything from you Gunwoo-yah.... its just that, you know....I think i had alot of built-up stress today and I just came out that way, and I...." Before he's had a chance to finish, a pair of lips cuts him off. His eyes close and he brings his arms to wrap around Gunwoo's neck kissing all the nervousness away. Before he knows it, Gunwoo pulls him up abit and he's stiing on the counter next to the sink, legs wrapped around the younger's waist. And Insoo looses it, when Gunwoo pushed his tounge into his mouth, a small whimper caught inbetween them, they pull each other closer even when their lungs start to scream for air. Once they finally pull away,Insoo's already plump lips are red from abuse, and Gunwoo leans in take a small lick at them. They stare into each other eyes for a few seconds. Insoo's shaking from anticipation.
"Its okay..I understand...Lets finish this later" Gunwoo says before grabbing his jaw roughly and licking a long line from the back of his ear to the side of his jaw. It makes Insoo shiver, and before he knows it the younger boy is walking back into their shared room, and a few minutes later he takes a look at all the dishes in the sink.
"Screw the dishes" he says sliding off the counter and siwftly making his way back to their room.
-3 Days later-
"Why are we even in the dance studio today?" Chaejin asks aloud, looking around to most of the members sitting down, or listening to music.
"I really don't know..was'nt today supposed to be our relax day according to manager-Hyung?" Gunwoo asks aloud taking one of his ear-plugs out, to hear clearly"
"I don't know why we even believe anything Hyung says anymore, this is'nt the first time this has happened" Seyong sighs to himself. Suddenly 3 cameramen and a whole bunch of other people burst in through the doors of the practice room. Startled Insoo gets up on his feet questioning, why SBSMTV came today.
"Remember, when we all met for that meeting to decided what you guys wanted to to for your free-day?" The PD-nim asks.
"Well today is the day your wish will be fufilled" She continues on. They all cheer and jump happily.
"Wait a second what about JunQ?" Seyong and Gunwoo ask.
"Where is JunQ anyway?" The PD-nim asks looking around to only see 4 of them.
"He's at school" Insoo answers looking around at each of the camera's.
"Well, he'll meet up with you guys later, if you want to get what you guys asked for, the hurry up and go get ready to leave" They all scramble to pull on their heavy winter jackets and happily sing a couple tunes as they step outside the door of the practice rooms. Once they get outside they see a small camper.
"WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" Is all that could be heard from them, as they stepped inside the beige colored camper.
"It even has a second story!!" Chaejin yells feeling the cushion of the beds.
"A toilet too!!!!" Can be heard from Insoo. As they settle down the camper starts to move.
"So if we're going camping won't we need clothes and stuff?" Insoo asks the PD.
"Yeah, and we still need foaming cleanser for the dorm". Seyong interjects.
"Hmm Okay we can get that on the way" She says, another question formulating in her head.
"Are you guys hungry, Is there anything you want to eat?" All the cameras focus on each of their faces expecting a burst of excited answers.
"Braised-chicken soup!"
"Meat!"
"Rabooki!"
"Curry"
"Okay how about we do this, we'll split into teams, Gunwoo and I, and Jinnie and Seyong. We can get all the ingredients we need to make whatever dishes that teams wants" Insoo suggests.
"Okay, then its agreed upon Insoo with Gunwoo, and Chaejin with Seyong" The PD-nim says aloud. They stop by a store, and before they go in, they play rock, paper scissors to determine who is getting which envelope filled with money. Insoo won and the happy couple got the shopping cart and went shopping with-out a care in the world. On the other hand Seyong lost and only had a couple 1000 manwon.
A while later they returned to the camper, put the groceries in and their manager drove to the camping sight. Sejin team, used their ageyo to win all the cooking instruments, but in the end traded a couple of heating pots for some rice. They made everything and played a game to see who would sleep in the tent outside, and who would sleep inside the camper van. Gunwoo won and got to pick who would stay with him in the camper. All the other members gave up, because, they knew Gunwoo would pick his one and only Insoo. As the night went on they settled in tents and camper. Insoo and Gunwoo were cuddled up together stealing kisses, and Chaejin was outside messing with the sleeping JunQ and Seyong.
'Well today has been fun" Gunwoo says moving his hands, lower to Insoo bottom, to pull Insoo closer. Insoo sits up.
"Really..? In a camping van?" He questions. He smiles to himself and Gunwoo lets out a chuckle. Insoo settles back down snaking his hands around Gunwoo's waist.
"Whaaaaat... I have'nt gotten to touch you all day, because of the damn cameras." Gunwoo curses, looking up to see the one covered camera in the corner of the van.
"Aish...just go to sleep" Insoo mumbles tucking his head into Gunwoo warm chest.
"Arassoo, Arassoo, nite, I love you" He says kissing Insoo's forhead.
"I love you too" he mumbles again, sleep slowly consuming him"
A couple hours later Insoo wakes up with pains in his stomach. He gasps at the pain, it felt as if someone was kicking at his stomach. He unwinds himself from Gunwoo's arms and one shaky legs slowly gets off the bed to go to the restroom about a foot away. Once he in the stall he unbuckels everything and sits down on the toilet but nothing comes out,
"Wierd...Maybe I'm constipated" He thinks, buttoning back up his pants and quickly washing his hands. Right as he's about to leave the stall, he finds himself gripping the wall of the stall for support, his breathing becomes suppressed as he feels as if he's gonna vomit again, he gags and positions himself near the toilet and his body jerks as most of the food he ate earlier came up in bits and chunks. He wipes the corner of his mouth with some tissue and washes out his mouth.
"Whats wrong with me" He asks aloud, gripping his stomach and cringing his face at the pain comming from his abdominal area.
"I can't be.....Theres no way I could be...Right.....?" He questions himself, he wants to deny it, but the morning and night sickness, back pain slight weight gain and stomach pain only led to one answer. He was pregnant..
"No..No way....Its imppossible.." He shakes his head and thinks logically.
"I've just been stressed..Thats all he says aloud to reassure himself.
With a grunt he gets up, opens the door and feels much better when the pain in his stomach goes away.
"See I'm fine" He thinks to himself. As he continues to walk and get a couple steps away, there a sharp stinging pain cursing through his lower back. He gasps as the pain hits him hard and fast, before he knows it he's fallen to the floor with a thud, on his side with a scream.
"ahhhAH!!" He yells feeling his back go numb. Gunwoo wakes up upon hearing him, and rushes to his side, gathering Insoo in his arms.
"What happened? Insoo-yah, speak to me, are you okay?" He asks felling the shoulder of his shirt become soaked with tears. He cries for a bit, before Gunwoo leans him against the post of the bottom of the bed, looking into confused shaking eyes.
" Insoo, you have to tell me whats wrong!" He says cupping his cheeks and looking into each others eyes. Insoo shakes his head, trying to move away from Gunwoo and the truth. But Gunwoo cages him with his arms between the bed post.
"I won't get mad, i just need to know so i can help you!" He rasies his voice, punching the bed post next to Insoo's head. It scares Insoo and he gasps at the firey reaction, but he starts to speak slowly.
"I...I think I'm..Pre.." and he stops to scared to go on.
"You think your what?" Gunwoo asks only hearing part of what he says.
"Tell me...." The younger asks taking Insoo's hand and intertwining it with his own.
"I..I think...I think..I'm Preg...nant..." Gunwoo's eyes widen at the statement. His reaction says it all and Insoo just wants to escape the moment, he looks away feeling ashamed. Untill Gunwoo wraps his arms around him in a tight embrace, bringing a hand up to hold the back of his head.
"I'm sorry....I'm soo.." and Insoo begins to cry again.
"Shhh" Gunwoo shuses him, and pulls him back to gaze at him.
"Its not your fault..We did this..I'm not going to leave you...I'll help you,I'll take responsibility and stay by yourside, just don't cry" He says wiping the tears with his thumbs from his eyes and cheeks.
"What are we going to....?How are we going to raise it? What will happen to MYNAME?" Insoo questions, eyes shaking with fear.
"Don't worry about that and lets take it as slowly as we can Insoo-yah." Gunwoo says kissing Insoo warm lips.
"We can make it...." He says embracing Insoo as, the sun light once again comes breaking through the barriers of the curtains.