I dunno what's up with me, I'm in a very blah mood today. I feel contrarily hungover from doing nothing but lazy art last night I guess. Feel lonely for no reason. And self-deprecating. I've got a lot to be thankful for, maybe I'm just in a weird mood today? Moods are allowed right? Anyway, sorry if you're one of the people I fail to hide it ( Read more... )

So much for a trip to the coast.

Can't win for losing, can you?

I really needed that

Today is poopoo and I hate it. A couple of good things have happened and I'm grateful to those responsible for that. Other than that, though...yeah, poopoo. *sigh ( Read more... )

Boohoo. :'( I've been experiencing a lot of mostly-work-related angst lately. A lot. Been trying not to dump in in LJ, not in non-private entries anyway, but it's sort of becoming all-consuming at present. I try and do things to keep my mind off of it, stay busy, it's kind of all I can do at the moment to keep my head over the water. But y' ( Read more... )

I finally got my Aggie Ring! It was not easy...neither the 95 hours of classwork to get it, nor the camping out in 37 degree temperatures to be among the first. But now I have to send it back, because it is too loose. :'( Well, it was nice while it lasted...I don't want to give it up for yet another two months. It's not fair.

Last night I had rough dreams of pelicans tracing cone shapes in the sand in cylindrical coordinates ( Read more... )

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I want a cat. I want to fly to Seattle. I want to stop working at a dead-end job and get a career. I want to get married. I want to finish and publish Cold Core. I want to live somewhere where it rains.

...sigh...patience is a virtue.

Josh is going to leave for Louisiana in the morning and will be gone for a week. I just found out yesterday really. :( I'm gonna be so lonely. ;____; Sort of feels like he cut out a piece of me to take with him, heh. *mopes*