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When asked what would never fail to make her happy, my sister answered fireworks. So I decided to give it a try, being that I'm the image of hum... well the opposite of happy lately, so what do I have to lose?
There is an international fireworks competion being held every summer in Montreal. Started a couple weeks ago. My sister is so obsessed with fireworks that when we went she made me videotape it so that she can watch it when she's going through withdrawal during winter time. freak. Anyway, last night was fireworks night, as were the last 2 previous saturdays and the next 4 I believe.
I went. As we were waiting in the truck for my mom to be ready to go, she went downstairs (so thoughtful she is) to get me a warmer shirt cause it was a really cool night. Amongst the dozen warm shirts she could have picked, of course she had to pick my Toronto shirt :-/ And I still froze my fucking ass off anyway for like 90 minutes. Lovely.
I realised when I came back home that I had left my window opened in my room, so it was really humid and cold there too. When I tried to close the window it was jammed somehow and I had to force to get it to move... so anyway, Just to make me feel better, I was finally able to close the window, ON MY THUMB. Plus I think I'm gonna be sick from freezing my ass off.
The fireworks were awesome. I'd give Japan a thumbs up but it FUCKING hurts. Maybe it's broken. And it's kind of purple-ish. Very fashionable. Unfortunately, I don't think fireworks made me feel better. Well maybe while I was there. I kinda forgot for 30 minutes that I was depressed. But now not only do i know I'm depressed, I'm sad, my thumb is hurting and I'll be sick. Peachy.
I haven't heard from my girlfriend since friday afternoon :(
I miss my girl. So very much.
It's so much more cooler/colder that end of june is supposed to be. It's the kind of weather that makes me think that she should be here with me, cuddling and keeping each other warm.
Sigh.
There is an international fireworks competion being held every summer in Montreal. Started a couple weeks ago. My sister is so obsessed with fireworks that when we went she made me videotape it so that she can watch it when she's going through withdrawal during winter time. freak. Anyway, last night was fireworks night, as were the last 2 previous saturdays and the next 4 I believe.
I went. As we were waiting in the truck for my mom to be ready to go, she went downstairs (so thoughtful she is) to get me a warmer shirt cause it was a really cool night. Amongst the dozen warm shirts she could have picked, of course she had to pick my Toronto shirt :-/ And I still froze my fucking ass off anyway for like 90 minutes. Lovely.
I realised when I came back home that I had left my window opened in my room, so it was really humid and cold there too. When I tried to close the window it was jammed somehow and I had to force to get it to move... so anyway, Just to make me feel better, I was finally able to close the window, ON MY THUMB. Plus I think I'm gonna be sick from freezing my ass off.
The fireworks were awesome. I'd give Japan a thumbs up but it FUCKING hurts. Maybe it's broken. And it's kind of purple-ish. Very fashionable. Unfortunately, I don't think fireworks made me feel better. Well maybe while I was there. I kinda forgot for 30 minutes that I was depressed. But now not only do i know I'm depressed, I'm sad, my thumb is hurting and I'll be sick. Peachy.
I haven't heard from my girlfriend since friday afternoon :(
I miss my girl. So very much.
It's so much more cooler/colder that end of june is supposed to be. It's the kind of weather that makes me think that she should be here with me, cuddling and keeping each other warm.
Sigh.