Smoke myself into a cancerous fog
So, she broke up with me. I suppose I should be happy, right? Or, at least, not feel like this. She insinuated that I was a whore and a liar and yet she still loves me. Maybe it's better this way. Maybe if she does this, it won't hurt her as much. I want to drink, get high, fuck, but I just can't bring myself to. But, I know if I did, it would justify her in breaking up with me, so maybe I should? Yeah, I definitely should.