this is the shit that makes people want to re-enact colombine on all of you sadistic mother fuckers
fuck it, ive given up my heart and my soul, my entire fucking life, happiness and all for you, and if you think that im the bad guy just for being with some one else when you were with so many other people WHILE WE WERE TOGETHER then fuck you, what the fuck do you care the whole time i was with her me and you were broken up any way because of you being with some one else.. and if your pissed that im seeing some one else when you were able to go out with some one that fucking quickly, then you should really think about how you should feel, if you care this much about what i do then maybe you werent ready to move on, did you ever fucking think about that amber? the first time i was ever with her i was single, we had broken up, and you fucked around with her to,
you made her hate me because i didnt tell her about me and you when you convinced me to promiss, you made me promiss not to tell her! i didnt care if she knew, but you made me fucking promiss, and now she hates me for not telling her, because she thinks that it was my decision not to! fuck you, FUCK YOU!
you ruined me, you broke me, im dead because of you, and your to unresponsible to realize that what you do hurts people, it kills people, you just keep on doing it, doing what ever it takes to make you happy, not caring how much it would hurt the person that you make believe you love. i fucking hate you for that! you shouldve known by now! you should have learned from your fucking mistakes,
im pissed that you hate me for this, but im so fucking glad that your out of my life again, i was fine, i was fucking fine with not having your love, untill i let you back into my life, and now im so fucking glad that your out of it again, i was happy, i was actually happy until you came back, i hadnt even cried since the moment you told me that you were going out with him, i stopped being miserable and depressed, i was free, but you came back, and so did my tears, and if you keep coming back the only thing that you'll bring me is more scars... you are my weakness, your the only reason i ever cut, every gash is because of your torement. im not going to let my addiction continue, im done cutting, and its because im done being addicted to you! good bye...-------(given up)Tim