Oct 22, 2004 12:15
My father is dead. He was found on the floor of his bedroom.
Autopsy today, but they think it was complications due to pnuemonia.
He had been sick, and losing weight, but would not go to the doctor because he did not have health insurance.
The whole world is wrong. I used to wonder how I would feel if he died and I had never tried to reconcile with him. Now I know.
How am I supposed to deal with this? All I can do is cry, or sleep, and wonder when this sick weight in my gut is going to go away.