Going through paces is stressful when you don't have a map.
My head is ready to explode.
Thinking too much, as a result of trying to sort things out so I'm NOT thinking so much.
Why is it that I feel like there's never enough time, like I'm always rushing to get stuff done? Ok, sure, procrastination is definately a part of it, but...some days I feel like I'm running out of time, like I haven't accomplished enough in my life yet. Like I need to have done something noteworthy enough to "write home about" before I'm 30.
Meanwhile, I spend so much time pushing myself foreward in different projects that I never take the time to slow down and figure out what's truely bothering me...which just wastes time and makes that feeling of urgency worsen.
...
Bah.
Right now there are only two things I should be worrying about right now -- the Guild CD and submitting overdue VA lines for projects. Well, that and taking a weekend trip out to Kansas, but hopefully that'll be relaxing. Better be. Counting on it, though not looking forward to the long drive. 12 hours...think of all the work I could get done in 12 hours...24 hours total....
...dang it, I'm doing it again! >.< *flails* Anyone got a nice little Tupperware bin I can store my brain in?
Onne thing at a time....
(Oh, I finally got my new-used car last week -- 2007 Malibu Maxx, "Alphonse". He's a little shy, but a good and faithful car nonetheless. Huzzah! ^^ )
Thinking too much, as a result of trying to sort things out so I'm NOT thinking so much.
Why is it that I feel like there's never enough time, like I'm always rushing to get stuff done? Ok, sure, procrastination is definately a part of it, but...some days I feel like I'm running out of time, like I haven't accomplished enough in my life yet. Like I need to have done something noteworthy enough to "write home about" before I'm 30.
Meanwhile, I spend so much time pushing myself foreward in different projects that I never take the time to slow down and figure out what's truely bothering me...which just wastes time and makes that feeling of urgency worsen.
...
Bah.
Right now there are only two things I should be worrying about right now -- the Guild CD and submitting overdue VA lines for projects. Well, that and taking a weekend trip out to Kansas, but hopefully that'll be relaxing. Better be. Counting on it, though not looking forward to the long drive. 12 hours...think of all the work I could get done in 12 hours...24 hours total....
...dang it, I'm doing it again! >.< *flails* Anyone got a nice little Tupperware bin I can store my brain in?
Onne thing at a time....
(Oh, I finally got my new-used car last week -- 2007 Malibu Maxx, "Alphonse". He's a little shy, but a good and faithful car nonetheless. Huzzah! ^^ )