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My party was alot better then i expected... i had fun at least. I was glad with the turn out cause yeah ppl didnt come but the ppl that came were AWESOME! lol i got to see coty which was a double yay! and katy!!
SO tomorrow is my birthday and im scared it is going to be nothing big... i mean we have been celbrating since thursday but tomorrow is the big day and i am scared that i am going to get upset ... and i have a feeling i will. and i know what about too which makes it worse. oh well i dont care
me and the person from the last entry have talked and come to a sort of agreement. I hope it ends up ok. i still dont think the person knows how i am feeling but hell i dont care nemore... i just really want a drink and no i dont mean punch.
i havent drank since... before school started and i havent smoked since before school started... i am doing good but right now i could use a really strong drink and a cigerette... i hate stressing out about stupid shit...
most of u are probally like WTF but i am just kinda venting... it seems like the safest thing for me too do at this particular moment...
i truely hate feelings
omg at the party we were talking about what we would do if we could be the oppisote sex for a day and omg it was funny
i would wack off all the time and just like nut on ppl! or get a bunch of ppl pregnant cause they cant prove it is my kid cause by the next day i wont have the penis nemore
neways i think i am done for now... wish me luck tomorrow i might need some emotional healing by the end of the day
SO tomorrow is my birthday and im scared it is going to be nothing big... i mean we have been celbrating since thursday but tomorrow is the big day and i am scared that i am going to get upset ... and i have a feeling i will. and i know what about too which makes it worse. oh well i dont care
me and the person from the last entry have talked and come to a sort of agreement. I hope it ends up ok. i still dont think the person knows how i am feeling but hell i dont care nemore... i just really want a drink and no i dont mean punch.
i havent drank since... before school started and i havent smoked since before school started... i am doing good but right now i could use a really strong drink and a cigerette... i hate stressing out about stupid shit...
most of u are probally like WTF but i am just kinda venting... it seems like the safest thing for me too do at this particular moment...
i truely hate feelings
omg at the party we were talking about what we would do if we could be the oppisote sex for a day and omg it was funny
i would wack off all the time and just like nut on ppl! or get a bunch of ppl pregnant cause they cant prove it is my kid cause by the next day i wont have the penis nemore
neways i think i am done for now... wish me luck tomorrow i might need some emotional healing by the end of the day