the end to a rough week
ok so i am not going to use names in this entry but the person will know who they are... and thats all that matters
so this week has been filled with alot of ups and downs. we have talked alot about "us" and some of it has upset one or both of us. I totally understand what u say when u say the friend things... but for me, the feelings i have for u are ones that arent going to ruin a friendship. I feel something for u more then friends and i know u do too
its hard having these feelings and being with u like i do and then see u with other gurls... its hard cause it hurts me when i know that there is something with us. I want to be with u so bad but i am trying to be strong and respect how u feel. But i dont know how to any more. I was never mad at u. I wasnt even upset with u, i was upset with the situation we are in cause it sucks ass! There is something between us that i havent felt in a long time... and it feels right. I know i have told u this but i havent told u that i want us to be together and not think about the future because it is just keeping us back from the present. I love u as a friend and i love u as a person. i want to be with u so0o bad!
ok i said it ... i did what i needed to do
so this week has been filled with alot of ups and downs. we have talked alot about "us" and some of it has upset one or both of us. I totally understand what u say when u say the friend things... but for me, the feelings i have for u are ones that arent going to ruin a friendship. I feel something for u more then friends and i know u do too
its hard having these feelings and being with u like i do and then see u with other gurls... its hard cause it hurts me when i know that there is something with us. I want to be with u so bad but i am trying to be strong and respect how u feel. But i dont know how to any more. I was never mad at u. I wasnt even upset with u, i was upset with the situation we are in cause it sucks ass! There is something between us that i havent felt in a long time... and it feels right. I know i have told u this but i havent told u that i want us to be together and not think about the future because it is just keeping us back from the present. I love u as a friend and i love u as a person. i want to be with u so0o bad!
ok i said it ... i did what i needed to do