Mar 20, 2005 16:56
so how many of you out there drunk dial? ok i'll raise both my hands and all my toes and anything else on my body that can be raised.
Talked to Jacen like 7 times last night when I was out with Drew and Michelle. my goodness. We didn't get to bed until 6 this morning. I am tired and drained of any energy left known to man.
J was not happy with me last night. I could tell. He was in fact, i think attempting to get my attention with random stuff, by saying, oh we're going to a casino I think. And i know for a fact that he wasn't going to do that, and he was only saying that because he knows that i like casinos. I think he was just extremely annoyed that I was out with my friends having a great time without him, while he was stuck at his house with his friends, after the bachelor party he went to.
I talked to my friend David last night on the phone for like 2 hrs. He gave me some really really good insight into my sit. with Jacen. IT definitely was food for thought and has made me take a step or two back from the situation to ponder what exactly Jacen's motives are, and where exactly I want things to go from here.
However, last night was interesting to say the least. I can't say anymore than that. But...I have a lot of emotions and feelings with what happened last night between my friends. I'll be writing those down in a journal elsewhere.
oh look its starting to snow outside......what fun....time for living stations....more to come soon. and more thoughts on jacen later.