Glad to see that things don't change...
Everything is right with the world. The relationship between me and my sisters has not changed at all.
Just after Mom died, my sisters made all kinds of posts on my FB that it was now just the three of us and we'd have to stick together. Yeah right...what they really meant was that it was the two of them and it was me. This weekend showed me how right I was....I found out only on Thursday that Kelly was going to be in town this weekend...to go wedding dress shopping with Jenn (Kelly is getting married next spring/summer). I was not called at all...in fact, the only reason I found out Kelly was even going to be here was because she texted me on Thursday to ask me to drop some mail off at the house for her. I asked if she wanted to get together for lunch or something cuz I wanted to hear how wedding plans were coming along and she replied that she didn't have time. I then find out that she spent all day today with Jenn, looking at wedding dresses. Any time I try contacting Kelly, I get short, abrupt, one-word answers...so I'm not even sure why I bother.
I am so tired of feeling like the black sheep in my family. I'm not sure why they treat me like this...I'm not sure how to fix this. Honestly, I'm not even sure I want to fix it. Over my life, I have surrounded myself with people who love, care and value me as a person. Just because my sisters are blood relatives doesn't mean I have to have anything to do with them.
In other news, I'm worried about my friend. She and her husband are expecting their first baby in August and my friend has been having trouble getting her blood pressure under control. She bought a blood pressure monitor and has been checking her blood pressure at least 5 times a day for the past week. Today her blood pressure did nothing but climb and tonight it reached a really high number. So, she phoned the labour and delivery unit at the hospital where she was told to come in...she and her husband are there now. She's approximately 28 weeks along...and I am so worried for her.
In good news, I begin my trip back to Barbados in 2 days...and I graduate from university in 19 days. :) I can't stop smiling when I think about that.
Just after Mom died, my sisters made all kinds of posts on my FB that it was now just the three of us and we'd have to stick together. Yeah right...what they really meant was that it was the two of them and it was me. This weekend showed me how right I was....I found out only on Thursday that Kelly was going to be in town this weekend...to go wedding dress shopping with Jenn (Kelly is getting married next spring/summer). I was not called at all...in fact, the only reason I found out Kelly was even going to be here was because she texted me on Thursday to ask me to drop some mail off at the house for her. I asked if she wanted to get together for lunch or something cuz I wanted to hear how wedding plans were coming along and she replied that she didn't have time. I then find out that she spent all day today with Jenn, looking at wedding dresses. Any time I try contacting Kelly, I get short, abrupt, one-word answers...so I'm not even sure why I bother.
I am so tired of feeling like the black sheep in my family. I'm not sure why they treat me like this...I'm not sure how to fix this. Honestly, I'm not even sure I want to fix it. Over my life, I have surrounded myself with people who love, care and value me as a person. Just because my sisters are blood relatives doesn't mean I have to have anything to do with them.
In other news, I'm worried about my friend. She and her husband are expecting their first baby in August and my friend has been having trouble getting her blood pressure under control. She bought a blood pressure monitor and has been checking her blood pressure at least 5 times a day for the past week. Today her blood pressure did nothing but climb and tonight it reached a really high number. So, she phoned the labour and delivery unit at the hospital where she was told to come in...she and her husband are there now. She's approximately 28 weeks along...and I am so worried for her.
In good news, I begin my trip back to Barbados in 2 days...and I graduate from university in 19 days. :) I can't stop smiling when I think about that.