sweet mother of jesus its cold.
i think that i want to become selfish on purpose because caring for everyone i love is too damn hard....
gosh what i mean thing to think..
i just might be a horrible excuse for a living person in our society but if i am not thats ok as well i am ok with that thought....i think...maybe not..
i am indecisive and i suck..
but life is looking brighter these days...maybe its the christmas season adn nothing more but i am enjoying it while it lasts and who knows maybe i will just carry it along with me throughout the summer....idk
well i have run out og thoughts for the moment so the end.
gosh what i mean thing to think..
i just might be a horrible excuse for a living person in our society but if i am not thats ok as well i am ok with that thought....i think...maybe not..
i am indecisive and i suck..
but life is looking brighter these days...maybe its the christmas season adn nothing more but i am enjoying it while it lasts and who knows maybe i will just carry it along with me throughout the summer....idk
well i have run out og thoughts for the moment so the end.