I wont mistake you for problems with me..
So i havent written in a while adn i have so much on my mind that its driving me crazy!!!!!!
1st i am directing the REAL school christmas musical and wow i am so stressed out i will be so happy when it is done with and i hope that it will all go well and not be a disaster but who knows with my luck...
2nd my mom is being a wench and i am going insane from all her stupidity but i guess i cant complain i mean where else could i go so i could graduate and be in a stable home (not tha where i am is stable but..) nowhere oh well life will move on
3rd i have this friend who is oblivious to her surroundings adn i took a chance with her i was patient and understanding and only thought that maybe by befriending her i could teach her some things in life because she sure does have a lot to learn but it was a disaster i mean i enjoy her company and we always had fun together but she is being childish adn foolish and she has that attitude as willie says.."shes grown..." so whatever i did what i could and i am not putting anymore effort into it....gurrr how stupid can a person be???? 'oh well im drinking and i think i have drank too much so i have to puke and then afterwards im gonna drink some more and puke again cuz i like to drink so much that i dont care if i puke' the body saying to its self in a frustrated way.."i just dont know where the comunication went wrong i mean i rejected what was put in me i thought she would have learned..im so worn out.."
ok maybe im looking into it a little too deep but hey when you drink adn you end up puking i think that means STOP DRINKING!!!!!! what a waste of money and your health.. but whatever
other than that i think i am pretty ok with life....
sweet dreams
1st i am directing the REAL school christmas musical and wow i am so stressed out i will be so happy when it is done with and i hope that it will all go well and not be a disaster but who knows with my luck...
2nd my mom is being a wench and i am going insane from all her stupidity but i guess i cant complain i mean where else could i go so i could graduate and be in a stable home (not tha where i am is stable but..) nowhere oh well life will move on
3rd i have this friend who is oblivious to her surroundings adn i took a chance with her i was patient and understanding and only thought that maybe by befriending her i could teach her some things in life because she sure does have a lot to learn but it was a disaster i mean i enjoy her company and we always had fun together but she is being childish adn foolish and she has that attitude as willie says.."shes grown..." so whatever i did what i could and i am not putting anymore effort into it....gurrr how stupid can a person be???? 'oh well im drinking and i think i have drank too much so i have to puke and then afterwards im gonna drink some more and puke again cuz i like to drink so much that i dont care if i puke' the body saying to its self in a frustrated way.."i just dont know where the comunication went wrong i mean i rejected what was put in me i thought she would have learned..im so worn out.."
ok maybe im looking into it a little too deep but hey when you drink adn you end up puking i think that means STOP DRINKING!!!!!! what a waste of money and your health.. but whatever
other than that i think i am pretty ok with life....
sweet dreams