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just as it rains on the outside of these 4 walls, it rains in the inside of me. my life has been flipped and twisted and stomped and squished on.
all because of a stupid little thing called a mistake.
stupid decisions=retaliation
I.E. retaliation: changes your life.
my life is hugely affected by this decision, my friends, first and foremost, my family, my record, my jobs, my future career, my everything.
is this what happens to good people who made bad decisions? am i supposed to be tortured day-in and day-out? and if so when is it gonna stop!?
i guess when i make a childish choice, i must ultimately be only a child. a child who is not allowed to start and begin the adult life i should.
everything has gone wrong.
there is nothing left to loose.
...only the breath i breathe is left.
*sigh
all because of a stupid little thing called a mistake.
stupid decisions=retaliation
I.E. retaliation: changes your life.
my life is hugely affected by this decision, my friends, first and foremost, my family, my record, my jobs, my future career, my everything.
is this what happens to good people who made bad decisions? am i supposed to be tortured day-in and day-out? and if so when is it gonna stop!?
i guess when i make a childish choice, i must ultimately be only a child. a child who is not allowed to start and begin the adult life i should.
everything has gone wrong.
there is nothing left to loose.
...only the breath i breathe is left.
*sigh