mistakes, and life.
well its 19 days till i leave for boot camp. and its coming fast! im not nervous yet, im just more so nervous with everything that has recently taken place. its a little bit embaressing. but who isnt embaressed with the mistakes they've made in their life. if ur happy about a mistake, then it merely wasnt a mistake in the first place.
speaking about that, i really hate it when people say "this relationship was a mistake, and a waste of my time." but honestly i can really relate...pause. in some circumstances.
i wish i had a good memory, of the choice memories my mind has decided to ever so coincidently choose to not remember. i wish i could remember ever detail of every little word, or every smell, and thought and feeling. but if it isnt right there in front of me, or happening at this point in time my brain tends to just leave it out.
i miss the simplicity of being in love, and not caring, yet still caring.
::SHOUTS:: how is a person suppose to fall in love when they haven't fallen out from their first love?
speaking about that, i really hate it when people say "this relationship was a mistake, and a waste of my time." but honestly i can really relate...pause. in some circumstances.
i wish i had a good memory, of the choice memories my mind has decided to ever so coincidently choose to not remember. i wish i could remember ever detail of every little word, or every smell, and thought and feeling. but if it isnt right there in front of me, or happening at this point in time my brain tends to just leave it out.
i miss the simplicity of being in love, and not caring, yet still caring.
::SHOUTS:: how is a person suppose to fall in love when they haven't fallen out from their first love?