Friends
Todos,
For those of you who still give a damn.
I want you to know that I am tired of the tragic "Christian" witness. It's an illusion. All the love, the joy...the honesty...all of it. The only true Christians out there are those who love people, especially when people don't love them back. If you are a "Christian" you are not suggested to love, you are COMANDED to love. Is back biting love? Is abandonment love? Is preferential treatment love? Pick and chose your battles kiddies, you only have so long to fight. Can you do it? Can you truly love? Sure you can...your soul has been transformed into love by THE Love Himself. The real questions you need to ask yourself is can you chose love over self. Can you chose to take your heart in your hand and break it into a million different pieces just to hand them over to people who will eventually ultimatly and totally smash and smear them into the mud and spit on the remains? Can you stand the paini of looking into eyes that hate you every morning, noon and night with only love shining back through yours? Can you bear THAT kind of pain and still walk into church on Sunday morning with a smile on your face and a "Praise Jesus" on your tongue? Can you love Him...after He places the greatest burden in the world inside you...JUST remember you asked for it. YOu begged for His forgiveness and His love...He did it...can you?
One of the greatest misconsceptions I have had in my life is that I needed people. I don't need anyone. I don't need you any more. And you know why? Because I gave all I am to be loved, and still no one came forward and carried my cross. Christ is the only one who is willing to carry the burden of being my true friend. No one else had the courage. He loves me and He wants me...and that is the most incredible feeling in the world.
Take notice...no one will ever love me like He does. And you cannot make me feel badly any more. You cannot hurt me with your false love...because I see you for what you really are, posers. You pose as friends and lovers, but you will never be able to completel me. Not that you tried to. Not that you had the courage to try to be just a friend. Just an ear and a shoulder to cry on. I don't need your stinking shoulder! You never truly cared for me. You are nothing. You are no one. You cannot have my friendship. You cannot be my best friend...not any more. Why? Because when I need you, you are never there. When I need love or just a voice to tell me God still speaks...or a simple hand to hold mine because it's taking this whole universe by storm just to drive me away from Love...and I am clinging to every piece of it I have left...desperate for something...something I cannot find! And you don't care enough to help...only to hide. You are scared of saying the wrong thing. Of not speaking from the heart or speaking your own words...you are affraid to hurt others...you are affraid to fail.
News flash to everyone...we're ALL FAILURES!
Every bleaking one of us! There you go. The world didn't fall apart did it? No...that happened a long time ago...but you are still living in this bubble that says everything is going to be alright the world is still all in one piece...yeah...right...just keep telling yourself that lie and maybe you will die with those words on your lips..."It's all gonna be ok in the end".
Here's the end...
And it's not ok.
~Mina~
For those of you who still give a damn.
I want you to know that I am tired of the tragic "Christian" witness. It's an illusion. All the love, the joy...the honesty...all of it. The only true Christians out there are those who love people, especially when people don't love them back. If you are a "Christian" you are not suggested to love, you are COMANDED to love. Is back biting love? Is abandonment love? Is preferential treatment love? Pick and chose your battles kiddies, you only have so long to fight. Can you do it? Can you truly love? Sure you can...your soul has been transformed into love by THE Love Himself. The real questions you need to ask yourself is can you chose love over self. Can you chose to take your heart in your hand and break it into a million different pieces just to hand them over to people who will eventually ultimatly and totally smash and smear them into the mud and spit on the remains? Can you stand the paini of looking into eyes that hate you every morning, noon and night with only love shining back through yours? Can you bear THAT kind of pain and still walk into church on Sunday morning with a smile on your face and a "Praise Jesus" on your tongue? Can you love Him...after He places the greatest burden in the world inside you...JUST remember you asked for it. YOu begged for His forgiveness and His love...He did it...can you?
One of the greatest misconsceptions I have had in my life is that I needed people. I don't need anyone. I don't need you any more. And you know why? Because I gave all I am to be loved, and still no one came forward and carried my cross. Christ is the only one who is willing to carry the burden of being my true friend. No one else had the courage. He loves me and He wants me...and that is the most incredible feeling in the world.
Take notice...no one will ever love me like He does. And you cannot make me feel badly any more. You cannot hurt me with your false love...because I see you for what you really are, posers. You pose as friends and lovers, but you will never be able to completel me. Not that you tried to. Not that you had the courage to try to be just a friend. Just an ear and a shoulder to cry on. I don't need your stinking shoulder! You never truly cared for me. You are nothing. You are no one. You cannot have my friendship. You cannot be my best friend...not any more. Why? Because when I need you, you are never there. When I need love or just a voice to tell me God still speaks...or a simple hand to hold mine because it's taking this whole universe by storm just to drive me away from Love...and I am clinging to every piece of it I have left...desperate for something...something I cannot find! And you don't care enough to help...only to hide. You are scared of saying the wrong thing. Of not speaking from the heart or speaking your own words...you are affraid to hurt others...you are affraid to fail.
News flash to everyone...we're ALL FAILURES!
Every bleaking one of us! There you go. The world didn't fall apart did it? No...that happened a long time ago...but you are still living in this bubble that says everything is going to be alright the world is still all in one piece...yeah...right...just keep telling yourself that lie and maybe you will die with those words on your lips..."It's all gonna be ok in the end".
Here's the end...
And it's not ok.
~Mina~