why?
I sit here trying to do the impossible. Understand losing a friend in such a unbelievably shocking way. I wish I knew why. I just saw you the day before. I wish I had even the tiniest clue of what was to come, I would have told you that I was your friend and knowing you made my life that much brighter. If anyone who reads this is going thru hard and/or difficult times, PLEASE talk to someone. Anyone. There is someone out there who loves you, either as a friend or a sibling or a lover. Think of them and the pain they would feel over losing you. Talk to them and tell them how you feel and the problems you're facing. You might be surprised in who truly cares! R.I.P. Ruth. Gone but not forgotten March 23, 1963- April 10, 2014.