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OH GOD.
I don't even know where to begin.
Today was such a good day, right? It was my parent's anniversary, they went out, had fun. I got my good medical news and my good work news, and my Lush stuff and it's beautiful outside and I'm wearing a hoodie and I love hoodies and I smell pretty cause of the Lush stuff and today was so nice.
And now Mom just called, said her and Dad are on their way to the hospital because something happened to Grandpap. She doesn't know what, only that Gramma called and said, "I can't talk, the ambulances here, he just got away from me" which means that she WASN'T FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION AGAIN and now Pap is hurt because she's a selfish, stupid whore.
I can't even BEGIN to describe how angry I am right now. I'm CRYING and I only cry when I'm pissed.
If she would have just listened to ANY OF THE SUGGESTIONS any of us have made over the past three fucking years, and more notably the past two weeks, none of this would be happening right now. If she would have listened to us three years ago, he would have had a psych eval and the Alzheimers would've been caught early enough to maybe slow down his deterioration. If she would have listened to me and dad this week, the alarms Dad put on the doors would've been active, and the baby-gate would've been up in front of the steps, and he wouldn't have been able to wander off or fall down the stairs or whatever he did. If she would have just opened her eyes for two goddamned minutes, he would be fine.
So now she's successfully ruined Mom and Dad's anniversary, my good day, my sister's good day, and Pap's whole fucking life.
SO ANGRY.
I don't even know where to begin.
Today was such a good day, right? It was my parent's anniversary, they went out, had fun. I got my good medical news and my good work news, and my Lush stuff and it's beautiful outside and I'm wearing a hoodie and I love hoodies and I smell pretty cause of the Lush stuff and today was so nice.
And now Mom just called, said her and Dad are on their way to the hospital because something happened to Grandpap. She doesn't know what, only that Gramma called and said, "I can't talk, the ambulances here, he just got away from me" which means that she WASN'T FUCKING PAYING ATTENTION AGAIN and now Pap is hurt because she's a selfish, stupid whore.
I can't even BEGIN to describe how angry I am right now. I'm CRYING and I only cry when I'm pissed.
If she would have just listened to ANY OF THE SUGGESTIONS any of us have made over the past three fucking years, and more notably the past two weeks, none of this would be happening right now. If she would have listened to us three years ago, he would have had a psych eval and the Alzheimers would've been caught early enough to maybe slow down his deterioration. If she would have listened to me and dad this week, the alarms Dad put on the doors would've been active, and the baby-gate would've been up in front of the steps, and he wouldn't have been able to wander off or fall down the stairs or whatever he did. If she would have just opened her eyes for two goddamned minutes, he would be fine.
So now she's successfully ruined Mom and Dad's anniversary, my good day, my sister's good day, and Pap's whole fucking life.
SO ANGRY.