Status Report
Job: Found out 10 days ago my boutique is becoming a franchise. Still don't know if I will have a job as of the 1st, if I want the job I could potentially be offered, or what the severance package is. Have started applying, and turned the grief machine off for the job...No time to properly deal with this one...just get something to sustain and then I can deal with the aftermath...
Gala: Less than a week away and feel great about what has been accomplished, but feel that a lot of that hs been in spite of my participation this year. Given the affect that other events have had, this was the thing that suffered and I suck for letting that happen.
Home: Cleaned some, but still feel like I will never get out from under the LITERAL pile of stuff that I have to get through to find my floor. B has been incredible, but I know that my disorganized ways are taking a toll on him...
Self: Hmmm...can you tell I'm feeling a bit like I make my own best punching bag lately? And well, I am the best at beating myself up too, so there is a symbiosis satisfied there, even if it does make me feel even farther from where I want to be...
This too shall pass...everything happens for a reason...it all will turn out for the best in the end...
OH SHUT THE HELL UP!!
Gala: Less than a week away and feel great about what has been accomplished, but feel that a lot of that hs been in spite of my participation this year. Given the affect that other events have had, this was the thing that suffered and I suck for letting that happen.
Home: Cleaned some, but still feel like I will never get out from under the LITERAL pile of stuff that I have to get through to find my floor. B has been incredible, but I know that my disorganized ways are taking a toll on him...
Self: Hmmm...can you tell I'm feeling a bit like I make my own best punching bag lately? And well, I am the best at beating myself up too, so there is a symbiosis satisfied there, even if it does make me feel even farther from where I want to be...
This too shall pass...everything happens for a reason...it all will turn out for the best in the end...
OH SHUT THE HELL UP!!