Aug 03, 2006 11:51
so my doctor and i talked medication today. at least he's one person on my side that's willing to support my desire not to want to go on medication. he took some blood to check my levels and such and then take a look at where things are at before i make the decision whether or not to start taking something.
i put a profile on match.com a couple weeks ago, partly out of boredom, partly out of frustration, parytly out of curiosity. the responses i have gotten have been flattering, but again i return to the question of how real these responses might be if people find out i'm positive. i have no intention of hiding my status, but there's not really a place on there to disclose without feeling ionappropriate about it. there are three people i have started talking to, that seem like they might be interesting enough to meet, but i wonder how interested they might be in continuing to talk if i tell them about me.
blarg
why can nothing be simple and straight forward without seeming forced? why can't i just let my life move forward without having to have all of these other things to worry about?