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Nov 01, 2004 18:18

ashlee will have been in new york one week as of tomorrow. what an amazing week it has been. i cant even begin to say how incredible it has been to have her here. *smile. i dont know if i can let her go back to nashville. sorry girls, but your sister stays here with me.
we've done lots of fun things. halloween day the weather was amazing. ashlee, morgan and i walked thru the park. im really glad ashlee and morgan hit it off so well. i didnt realize how much they were alike until i saw them side by side. they both make fun of me b/c im such a girl about so many things. tomorrow we are all going to trl. im going to jump and scream for jimmy eat world. ive already decided. i want to be a child... no, i am not a child, i am much younger than that.
there is something political going on tomorrow... im not really sure what. i think its like an election or something. just kidding. im really just getting sick of it all, im ready for it to be over. people have their minds made up, all for different reasons. argueing and bickering and propaganda isnt going to change any one's minds. at least it shouldnt. its not hard to find out where each candidate stands. they really just approach the same issues from very different perspectives. who am i to say one man is right and the other wrong. i personally agree and disagree with each of them on a number of issues. but regardless, its not like much is really going to change. abortion will remain legal. we'll still have obligations in iraq. terrorists could still strike any time they wanted. "protected classes" will still cry discrimination for this, that, or the other. the economy may change... but even that is often based more on consumer and investor confidence, which is just as easily (if not more so) swayed by the media. whatever, im just ready for people to stop drawing such battle lines. ive never been much for team loyalty i suppose.
i know i should have more school work. i wish i would hear back about my thesis proposal. i need it approved soon, but ive heard nothing from dr. boan. argh! i just want to graduate, and start making more money than im spending. im on a slippery slope there.
3 more days with ashlee. mmmmm.

here is the deal kids. the friday after thanksgiving, im coming to nashville. staying until monday. then im coming back the 17th of december, and staying thru early march (with perhaps a few short excursions to little rock) after that, i have no earthly idea what, where, who i will be. ive never been so unsure and scared about my future. so nashville, i need you to show me a good time like i know only you can.
tonight we dance... for tomorrow they release the hounds.
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