je dois sembler compatissant... ou crédule
preface: this entry will be long-ish, and quite disjointed.
walking around in the last 3 hours or so, i have recieved 4 compliments on my hair. i havent taken a shower or done anything but move it around a bit with my fingers for 3 days now. its super oily. but somehow it does look pretty good. im hotter on the streets than the new young buck album.
i have been stopped twice today by either children intl, or orginizations raising money for children intl. i dont know if i just look very compassionate, or gulible. maybe its b/c i wasnt listening to music today. maybe its b/c i cant help but make eye contact sometimes. maybe its b/c im too nice to simply walk away.
last night i finally got to do some writing with elliott. not that we really got anything done, but its great to finally play, even if its just a little.
i got a second internship at insound. it should be great chance to meet some fellow hipsters and hear some great music. rock woot
sunday night we made dinner for jamie, suzanna, and morgan. i cant say how authentically greek it was, but it was delicious if i do say so myself.
talking to ashlee on the phone the past few nights has been amazing. weird how a little tiff will end up making you closer.
last night i made the mistake of watching the beheading of that american man. you all know how grossed out i get by stuff like that, and i start to shake. i think i may have shook all night. i have never been so disgusted in all my life. the sounds alone i think will haunt me. i could not believe the ferocity of the masked men (i use the word men lightly). i dont understand the sheer hatred that could fuel this sort of thing. it was so humiliating... treating a human worse than even the lowest and dirtiest of animals. i cant help but feel outraged and sick. i would say the groups doing this deserve death, but no. they would be recieved as martyrs, fueling more hatred and disgust and evil. americans have done terrible things across the globe. i'd like to believe that those waving our flag have not committed attrocities this terrible, but i know better. it seems that humanity has reached a depravity unlike any other era. but humans have always done terrible things to one another. but being so consumed with hate is something i hope to never understand. i am praying for Jesus' return.
walking around in the last 3 hours or so, i have recieved 4 compliments on my hair. i havent taken a shower or done anything but move it around a bit with my fingers for 3 days now. its super oily. but somehow it does look pretty good. im hotter on the streets than the new young buck album.
i have been stopped twice today by either children intl, or orginizations raising money for children intl. i dont know if i just look very compassionate, or gulible. maybe its b/c i wasnt listening to music today. maybe its b/c i cant help but make eye contact sometimes. maybe its b/c im too nice to simply walk away.
last night i finally got to do some writing with elliott. not that we really got anything done, but its great to finally play, even if its just a little.
i got a second internship at insound. it should be great chance to meet some fellow hipsters and hear some great music. rock woot
sunday night we made dinner for jamie, suzanna, and morgan. i cant say how authentically greek it was, but it was delicious if i do say so myself.
talking to ashlee on the phone the past few nights has been amazing. weird how a little tiff will end up making you closer.
last night i made the mistake of watching the beheading of that american man. you all know how grossed out i get by stuff like that, and i start to shake. i think i may have shook all night. i have never been so disgusted in all my life. the sounds alone i think will haunt me. i could not believe the ferocity of the masked men (i use the word men lightly). i dont understand the sheer hatred that could fuel this sort of thing. it was so humiliating... treating a human worse than even the lowest and dirtiest of animals. i cant help but feel outraged and sick. i would say the groups doing this deserve death, but no. they would be recieved as martyrs, fueling more hatred and disgust and evil. americans have done terrible things across the globe. i'd like to believe that those waving our flag have not committed attrocities this terrible, but i know better. it seems that humanity has reached a depravity unlike any other era. but humans have always done terrible things to one another. but being so consumed with hate is something i hope to never understand. i am praying for Jesus' return.