quiet deliberation
so i've been thinking lately, about many things. about how i long for those carefree days of years passed. when i could work little and play more, all on the basis that my future was taken care of. god i sound like i'm going through a mid life crisis. i think i'm just at that point where i'm figuring out what it is that makes me happy where i am today and how to cater to my needs so that i stay afloat during times of internal chaos.