nyc.
i'm updating from jamie's dad's sandwich shop in manhattan. i think it's like, on 2nd avenue and 12th or something. whatever, i'm seeing grindhouse tonight and eating a free sandwich.
the more and more i walk around here, the more and more i see myself in LA. i really don't see NYC as glamourous. it's a good place to be with high class people, i'm sure, but LA seems like it's more "me" if that makes sense.
it's really hard though, cuz joe is so laid back that he wouldn't want some place that's crazy fast-paced and expensive and high society. is it weird i'm thinking that far into the future? i think it might be.
as i was on the subway going to work, i realized that i could probably date any type of guy except for, like, extreme types. like people who are crazy covered in chains, or people who pop their pink polo collared shirts or wear thick chains with a benz emblem. i feel like i'm a nice blend of a ton of different kinds of people, but i don't feel i've ever really met anyone else that's like that too. a lot of the time, i feel like i don't have a set personality. isn't that weird? i feel like a chameleon and never having one true skin because they're all my skin.
maybe i don't know what i'm saying. whatever, my legs hurt, i'm still hungry, and i wore really uncomfortable shoes in this gross terrible heat.
shuuuuuuut the fuck up.
the more and more i walk around here, the more and more i see myself in LA. i really don't see NYC as glamourous. it's a good place to be with high class people, i'm sure, but LA seems like it's more "me" if that makes sense.
it's really hard though, cuz joe is so laid back that he wouldn't want some place that's crazy fast-paced and expensive and high society. is it weird i'm thinking that far into the future? i think it might be.
as i was on the subway going to work, i realized that i could probably date any type of guy except for, like, extreme types. like people who are crazy covered in chains, or people who pop their pink polo collared shirts or wear thick chains with a benz emblem. i feel like i'm a nice blend of a ton of different kinds of people, but i don't feel i've ever really met anyone else that's like that too. a lot of the time, i feel like i don't have a set personality. isn't that weird? i feel like a chameleon and never having one true skin because they're all my skin.
maybe i don't know what i'm saying. whatever, my legs hurt, i'm still hungry, and i wore really uncomfortable shoes in this gross terrible heat.
shuuuuuuut the fuck up.