Mar 30, 2009 20:35
Imagine a tiny pebble. Imagine it in greys, color textured on smooth rock surface.
Imagine the taste of an apple. Is it sweet? sour? crunchy?
Imagine snow - is it white? cold?
Do you know these things? Do you know the pebble is made out of grey rock, that the apple is sweet and crunchy, that the snow is white and cold?
Well that wasn't thought provoking at all but it was something to write. I definitely do almost no writing outside of school related assignments. I am surely out of touch with myself - but happier now than some times of what I've written here in the past.
Creativity
At an all time low. This is something that needs emotional response. I'm not saying I never feel creative, but It's certainly become more rare. It may only be due to the fact that it's stuffy in here. And the whole in my head. I think I may be leaking fluids, can someone check that please.
Emotional Health
A don't feel ready to collapse on my face and piss all over myself- oh that's not that only requirement? Oh, well... I suppose there is growth here, however, I am in a ready to pounce state - I have strong desire, sometimes energy, sometimes motivation to get going somewhere, in some direction. This is healthy enough for me to work with.
Spirituality
An area I am severely retarded in. I hold no supernatural beliefs, and dont intend to adopt any - but i feel that the gap that fills a person in this area is empty in me. What can I fill it with?
sort of a stub here.... revisions later maybe