I don't have much in my life - but take it - it's yours

Jan 08, 2009 18:35

Dear Journal,

The week has been proceeding as it normally does, in any technical sense of the calendar. The days have been quite empty though because my break is much too long. Nearly everyone is back at school already. I'm left to doing nothing of any productive substance for much of the days. There's still another week after this one before school starts, and another week of the same will surely drive me crazy, which is known to be a cause of mental distress.

I've tried picking up my guitar but I'm farther gone than "uninspired". It takes willpower to keep a straight face most days. I wish I was simply trying not to laugh.

I watched a very disturbing movie on Monday and have been bombarding myself with further video "de-stimilation" in an attempt to vacate my mind. It may have worked, but I doubt it.

This is an empty house, a cold house.
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