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I'm so tired.
Oh, hi. First post in months. Still here. I still read everything, I just never post. Sorry.
We put Shelby down today. She tried to attack Ripley yesterday. Got ahold of him. We're not sure he would have been able to get loose if dad wasn't around. It's tearing me up. While dad was walking her out to the van to take her to the vet, I realized that I had never taken a picture of her. I might have hated her sometimes. She was risky. She tried to attack David on multiple occassions. The neighbors should have never dropped her off at our house. I wanted to take her over there and tell them that they needed to take care of her. Unfortunately, it's too late now.
Beth and I got a place of our own. We move in on Tuesday for good. I'm nervous. I'm worried about how much it's going to affect everything financially, but I guess we'll see. This is what she really wanted, and it's about time we moved out of my parents place. I'll be spending a good chunk of time alone for the next few weeks because of my work schedule.
Oh yea, I'm the temporary manager of my store. The store I used to work at lost their manager, and they took Michelle down there. She's supposed to be juggling both stores for awhile, but the assistant manager over there is as dense as a brick and doesn't know how to do paperwork. Which equates to Michelle being over there all day and me being in charge at our store. It has established a strong desire in my heart to not become a manager for quite some time. They offered me the other store and I'm quite comfortable in my decision now.
Beth's birthday is on Saturday. I bought her a bunch of presents for the trailer. Paints and canvas', seeds and planter boxes. Logical gifts, but gifts that she wants for the place.
Her mom was speaking some shit about me on the phone today with beth while I was in the car. I wonder if she'll ever give me a chance. I mean, in September it'll be 2 years. You would think that by now she would realize that it's not my fault that Beth is gay. I didn't make her gay. I'm just loving her to the best of my ability.
She did stick up for me though. Yelled at her mom and hung up. That I appreciated.
okay.
bye.
Oh, hi. First post in months. Still here. I still read everything, I just never post. Sorry.
We put Shelby down today. She tried to attack Ripley yesterday. Got ahold of him. We're not sure he would have been able to get loose if dad wasn't around. It's tearing me up. While dad was walking her out to the van to take her to the vet, I realized that I had never taken a picture of her. I might have hated her sometimes. She was risky. She tried to attack David on multiple occassions. The neighbors should have never dropped her off at our house. I wanted to take her over there and tell them that they needed to take care of her. Unfortunately, it's too late now.
Beth and I got a place of our own. We move in on Tuesday for good. I'm nervous. I'm worried about how much it's going to affect everything financially, but I guess we'll see. This is what she really wanted, and it's about time we moved out of my parents place. I'll be spending a good chunk of time alone for the next few weeks because of my work schedule.
Oh yea, I'm the temporary manager of my store. The store I used to work at lost their manager, and they took Michelle down there. She's supposed to be juggling both stores for awhile, but the assistant manager over there is as dense as a brick and doesn't know how to do paperwork. Which equates to Michelle being over there all day and me being in charge at our store. It has established a strong desire in my heart to not become a manager for quite some time. They offered me the other store and I'm quite comfortable in my decision now.
Beth's birthday is on Saturday. I bought her a bunch of presents for the trailer. Paints and canvas', seeds and planter boxes. Logical gifts, but gifts that she wants for the place.
Her mom was speaking some shit about me on the phone today with beth while I was in the car. I wonder if she'll ever give me a chance. I mean, in September it'll be 2 years. You would think that by now she would realize that it's not my fault that Beth is gay. I didn't make her gay. I'm just loving her to the best of my ability.
She did stick up for me though. Yelled at her mom and hung up. That I appreciated.
okay.
bye.