Today, I am sick and miserable.  It's so much easier to be less depressed when I'm not sick.  Then I can convince my mind that everything is okay because it's sunny out and the plants are growing.  Now, I'm tired, and I feel like crap, and it's really hard to make myself see the good things when all I want to do is curl up in a little ball and not ( Read more... )

You know that post I wrote about monsters and liars?  Well I was right.

    Last night was, umm, interesting, to say the least.  I went to the library at 7:30 to work on soils stuff and we got that done by 8.  So I come up the stairs in Holmes, go out the door, and Ali is there, walking back and forth in the hall.  I couldn't get into my room without walking by her and I didn't even want to try that.  So, I'm standing ( Read more... )