Oct 31, 2007 00:06
Anyways, these days I just know not what to say. My self-conscienceness has like skyrocket and just about everything I do or say leaves me feeling guilty afterwards. Christ, I get all guilty from not saying hello to the clerks at the movie rental place. It's pretty bad. I detach from myself and see myself as this über creepy guy with chipped glasses.
So I've been working out and last week I've finished my 6th week of continuous workout. Very big week because supposedly it's the minimum amount of weeks to see some result and stuff. I think I've only lost like 3 lbs and the only thing noticble is probably my shoulders got bigger and I my love handles are a bit smaller. Bleh, I'm thinking I'm losing weight at the same rate I'm gaining muscle and crap. Not sure if working out is a good idea because the next day afterwards I get hyper and I tend to like spending my days watching TV or surfing the web. It leaves me feeling sick at home. Besides, I think of the future and can I handle getting ogled by people if I go through with it all? I like going unnoticed a lot.
I got lockpicks and I can't open my double sided lock, lawl. I did it once but you know beginners luck struck me.
I'm bored with my music. I can't stand it. I'm bored of clicking refresh on my website and getting nothing. Oh, yeah the reason I'm up is because I missed the Colbert Report. Colbert always makes me smiles and I'll be stuck in college all day tomorrow.
Random Fact about me: I don't like animals. I find it weird how people can get so attached to their pets. I just don't care.
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