revelation

[menevira]

i just reread my life. a snippet anyway. it's just as true today as it was 5 or even 10 years ago - i have absolutely no control over my emotions. i've tried medication. being a recluse. being a social butterfly. a slut. a drug addict. an environmentalist. a student...not one thing is me. i am a series of experiences that continue to shape me. i

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[archon_ramie]

I know the feeling.

[menevira]

Hello stranger! I thought this was in draft so I was really confused when I got a comment...

How're you? Same as me I take it?

[archon_ramie]

I had kind of forgotten that this place existed, but your post was pointed out to me by a mutual friend. Parts of it, yeah I can definitely identify. I would have to say that I'm happy with 85% of my life. That 15% feels so much heavier than it should though. At least you have the courage to try to reach out for help and understanding. Don't stop that, because when you do, that's when you've really given up