theres not a lot for you to feel if youre not feeling it.

[memorydive]

so many of you have heard this story...
but i do know that some of you who read this have not
so here is the short version:

party
drinking
kristen gets really sick feeling
lays down
julie comes in
asks me if i need a wet wash cloth
asks me what hurts
my head or my stomach...
i say

no
thats not what hurts
she says
what hurts?
i say
my heart hurts.
she asks if i need a wet wash cloth for my heart.

i do not remember any of this
and although i laughed histerically when i heard it...

i cant help but wonder...

why does my heart hurt?