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Thanks to all my awesome friends for all the birthday wishes. Means a lot to me. <3 (o_o a couple went as far as leaving them in about 8 places for me to see, haha... was a nice surprise!)
I don't want to be ~*eMo*~ (then again - what's an LJ for?!) but sadly, it kind of got ruined.
Firstly, my dad forgot about my birthday... No call or email or message or anything of the sort. Whatever, I'm kind of use to it... However, I wish he wouldn't always get my hopes up somehow and talk about my birthday like he wasn't going to forget. :/
And secondly, someone else very important to me forgot about it I guess. I'd rather them have forgot then something worse happening. I actually havn't talked to this person for a few days now, I'm kind of worried. Would rather they just got caught up in stuff and forgot... Instead of them having problems of some kind... Either way - Le sigh.
My mom, family, and friends are really awesome! Thanks guys. :3 (I got some new colonge from my mom, and money from my family!)
..... Holy shit I'm 20. :(
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Part 2: I am so nervous/anxious worried right now.
I'm leaving to Washington, Tacoma in... 6 hours or so. I'm not finished packing and I need to get SOME sleep. e___e;
I'm so stressed that something is going to go wrong... I don't even know why.
Also, my computer has been doing weird shit lately. When I leave it turned off (shut down) for lik 5-6 hours+ (I went shopping one day, and while I sleep), when I turn it back on it beeps from the PC-Speaker (inside computer) which indicates a hardware error of some kind (usually!).
I'd call someone or take it in to get fixed but.... After 30~90 seconds of beeping, it turns on fine and is as fast/good as it ever was. And once I have it turned on, if I reboot, or shut down, wait 20 minutes, turn on... It never beeps again. ONLY when it's been left off for hours+...
Really confuses me.
I backed up all my important files just in case... And I even have a laptop to access ~*THE INTARWEBS*~ so I'm not left in the dark or anything... But still it stresses me so much and I feel like I'm going to dwell on the whole trip about my PC being broken when I get home.
Really, it's not the end of the world ~_~ if it beeped after 12h of being off and turned on fine... whats the big difference of being off for 5 days... Right? <<
My mom even told me: "IF IT DOESNT TURN ON OR IS BROKEN WE'LL GET IT FIXED. DON'T WORRY!" and even with her reassurance (which often helps - I am a mama's boy stfu!) I'm still stressing.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh etc.
Bye :(
I don't want to be ~*eMo*~ (then again - what's an LJ for?!) but sadly, it kind of got ruined.
Firstly, my dad forgot about my birthday... No call or email or message or anything of the sort. Whatever, I'm kind of use to it... However, I wish he wouldn't always get my hopes up somehow and talk about my birthday like he wasn't going to forget. :/
And secondly, someone else very important to me forgot about it I guess. I'd rather them have forgot then something worse happening. I actually havn't talked to this person for a few days now, I'm kind of worried. Would rather they just got caught up in stuff and forgot... Instead of them having problems of some kind... Either way - Le sigh.
My mom, family, and friends are really awesome! Thanks guys. :3 (I got some new colonge from my mom, and money from my family!)
..... Holy shit I'm 20. :(
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Part 2: I am so nervous/anxious worried right now.
I'm leaving to Washington, Tacoma in... 6 hours or so. I'm not finished packing and I need to get SOME sleep. e___e;
I'm so stressed that something is going to go wrong... I don't even know why.
Also, my computer has been doing weird shit lately. When I leave it turned off (shut down) for lik 5-6 hours+ (I went shopping one day, and while I sleep), when I turn it back on it beeps from the PC-Speaker (inside computer) which indicates a hardware error of some kind (usually!).
I'd call someone or take it in to get fixed but.... After 30~90 seconds of beeping, it turns on fine and is as fast/good as it ever was. And once I have it turned on, if I reboot, or shut down, wait 20 minutes, turn on... It never beeps again. ONLY when it's been left off for hours+...
Really confuses me.
I backed up all my important files just in case... And I even have a laptop to access ~*THE INTARWEBS*~ so I'm not left in the dark or anything... But still it stresses me so much and I feel like I'm going to dwell on the whole trip about my PC being broken when I get home.
Really, it's not the end of the world ~_~ if it beeped after 12h of being off and turned on fine... whats the big difference of being off for 5 days... Right? <<
My mom even told me: "IF IT DOESNT TURN ON OR IS BROKEN WE'LL GET IT FIXED. DON'T WORRY!" and even with her reassurance (which often helps - I am a mama's boy stfu!) I'm still stressing.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh etc.
Bye :(