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i dont honestly know why i still have this thing. i hardly ever update anymore anyways. whats the point in it sitting here?
i've been giving it quite a bit of thought lately and i think that i've discovered the key to my happiness and, inversely, the mark of my demise. i thrive on change and i thrive on drama. for most, these go hand-in-hand. for me, they must be separate; one has no effect on the other. i change because i want to change. i cause drama and deal with drama on my own terms and it will not change me in any way, with possible exception of an angry outburst.
my point is that i need something new in life and i'm sorry to say that partying has taken a deep nose-dive for me over the past few months. i think that its time to bring it back into my life. who knows? maybe i can have a little fun this weekend. papciak is going to ferris for the weekend and relinquishing control of his apartment keys to me. this, as i'm sure you've figured out by now, is open invitation to have a party both friday and saturday nights.
