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I've been following this one event in the Ana_Mia community and now I know it's end.
I didn't even know this girl. I was listening to Distorted View and he had brought to attention this one girl's Live Journal entry where she was updating about every hour or so. First she went to the store and bought groceries and dramamine so that when she took her pills, she wouldn't throw them back up. Then her last post says she took all these different combinations of pills, and she could take 30 more of this one kind if she wanted to die, and it left off at there. It's been bugging me all week, and so tonight I finally looked at her profile and went through all her friends profiles till one of them mentioned what had happened. Apparently this Kristi did overdose and die and it's really shaken me and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I think no one should die because they want to be thin and they're miserable because they think they're not. It just seems like a life taken for no good reason and i wish that no one had to resort to such extremes to find peace within themselves. I wish I could prevent people from taking their lives, but it can't happen. I wish we all could have prevented Cyrus from doing what he did, but we never saw it coming. It makes me upset.
I didn't even know this girl. I was listening to Distorted View and he had brought to attention this one girl's Live Journal entry where she was updating about every hour or so. First she went to the store and bought groceries and dramamine so that when she took her pills, she wouldn't throw them back up. Then her last post says she took all these different combinations of pills, and she could take 30 more of this one kind if she wanted to die, and it left off at there. It's been bugging me all week, and so tonight I finally looked at her profile and went through all her friends profiles till one of them mentioned what had happened. Apparently this Kristi did overdose and die and it's really shaken me and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I think no one should die because they want to be thin and they're miserable because they think they're not. It just seems like a life taken for no good reason and i wish that no one had to resort to such extremes to find peace within themselves. I wish I could prevent people from taking their lives, but it can't happen. I wish we all could have prevented Cyrus from doing what he did, but we never saw it coming. It makes me upset.