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What an AMAZING squirrel...
So, I just realized that I am going to make more of a concious effort to make people happy. I already try. I compliment, but not with out truth behind it. I buy people things here and there. I go out of my way to do things. But I just have to try to not make people feel like shit. I hate it when people make me feel like shit. I just realized it. And it is not like I used to enjoy it, I just never realized what small things can ruin yoUr day. I was set off by five little words yesterday. Five words broke me down. Five words drove me to unhealthy behavior. And I don't wish that upon anyone. Not a single soul. I don't care if yoU make me cringe, yoU just shouldn't have to feel like that.
I need someone blunt and honest and who is not part of my life. I do.
Well, I got up this morning to go for a walk, just to think, but lately I can't think at all. I need to clear my mind, but it's like mopping up syrup with a fudge covered mop...
~C.C.