Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
So senior year is winding down. Less than a month left until graduation day. Lots of mixed feelings going on of course. This week is tech week, so we just finished spacing today. Our unpreparedness for the show is sort of stressing me out, but it always comes together, right? So many things to do before then. I was actually planning on going to bed early today, i got in bed at 11:45 and turned out the lights. Without fail, everytime I try to go to bed before midnight, there is an extremely intoxicated resident who i have to deal with at 1am. Which is why I'm up right now. Classes and grades are stressing me out. I'm worried about friends and also growing apart and closer to different friends, but I suppose that happens at teh end of a school year. Everyone's getting ready for the break. Commencement formal night dress, not quite fitting into yet. :( I never really thought i would be concerned abotu how much I weigh, but here i am. I went to Andrea's dance show on Sat, it was good to see her and the fam, as well as Lauren and Stephie and the Miller's. And Moey broke the homerun record at Keene that day too, so there was just good karma all around. Last technique class with Lindsay was last week, and she did the normal jazz warm up and then a really nice lyrical dance to Kelly Clarkson's Up to the Mountain. She turned off all the lights and closed the curtains, and we just danced in the dark. It was awesome. Of course, I tracked Linds down for the music and now it's mostly on repeat on my computer. My graduation gown is hanging on my wall. Weird. I'm going to miss a lot of the underclassmen. I'm not even sad about leaving my close friend, b/c i know I'll see them again. It's more the people that I know I probably won't talk to, but they're still a big part of my life, that makes me upset. And the people who you just meet before you leave somewhere and you wish you had known the whole time. Also, I really do not like that they keep asking me to give my definite after graduation plans, b/c guess what, I dont' have any. And I still havne't finished my peace corps app, mostly b/c i'm a slacker. :( I got some really nice emails from claire and nicole yesterday which picked up my day. I think i'm just in a slump tonight. Hopefully it will be gone when I wake up in the morning. I haven't heard from Krystal in awhile, I hope she's ok. Hmm ok I think i need to stop updating. I dont really know why, b/c i'm not going to sleep and facebook is not working at the time.... it's SAVE week too, just in case anyone cares. I have to miss the finale of PC Idol and the end of the semester reslife banquet. booo. Some of the pcdc underclassmen are saying that they aren't going to miss the seniors b/c of all the problems that have been coming up. I can't say i really blame them, but it's sad. I wonder what life holds in store for me next. I hope it's a hug.