i was going to call him...
i dont know what i woud have said. but she did call him...he's gone. he is really gone. and dammit he has my drivers! that doesnt even really seem to matter right now.
but he's... gone. unreachable the last little string was cut. i have no idea how i would find him now if i wanted to.
i dont like this feeling.
i should have more words than this.
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monday is gone.
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i feel like i can do nothing. its all outside of me. its true. i can't stand it.
but he's... gone. unreachable the last little string was cut. i have no idea how i would find him now if i wanted to.
i dont like this feeling.
i should have more words than this.
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monday is gone.
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i feel like i can do nothing. its all outside of me. its true. i can't stand it.