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[melsy040]

the first time i saw you, i felt nothing of any real merit. i remember observing how gorgeous you were, in a completely effortless way. i remember how engrossed you were in your game... how the fact that we were in the room seemed to annoy you. how you didn't even turn around to speak

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i loved it

[anonymous]

baby i loved it but there are some things that i want to talk about. first is even though you say the things you say about tim or what happened with him, it still sounds like you cared for him very much. and there is nothing wrong with that. you dont have to tell me about him or her. all i want to know is YOU. i laugh when you say that you and jackie thought i was an asshole when you first met me. because i didnt talk to you and i ignored you and i was mean. baby i was so nervous that i would make a fool out of myself that i didnt want to risk talking and saying the wrong thing. i was. i swear. haha. youre so cute. and thats all i could think about. and as soon as i saw you kiss tim i didnt know what to do so i sat there and played with turner just to keep my mind off of it. and you say you liked how he made you feel by telling you how pretty you were and and all the compliments he gave you. baby he wasnt complimenting you he was finally telling the truth. you know what, i still dont know how to talk to you. i still feel like im going to say something stupid and you are going to realize that maybe im not as cute as you think, and maybe im not as funny as you think, and maybe i dont deserve you like you think. im sorry but i cant write like you . youre beautiful in everything you do and im so glad that i get to be a part of it.