Jan 10, 2008 23:42
Last night was a really good night until a little after (before?) midnight. And it's scary and it's sickening and most of all it's incredibly sad. I'm not sure what to say. I guess you never know what an impact someone's ... can have on you and how rocky it is when you don't know how to help your friend.
I keep thinking I'm going to puke but nothing happens. It's like once it happens everything'll be released and I'll feel better except realistically I know I won't. I'm not sure if that makes sense...
Right now nothing really makes sense though.
r.i.p.,
ocb