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i'm scared, but i will be strong for you, because this is why i live everyday to help others get through the tough times. that's what i actually do best. but i have hurt so much, my heart is slipping lower and lower into my gut.
today is the surgery, i was invited. i was surprized and i don't know what to expect. I am tired of painting pictures in my mind, and having them be so off. from now on i'm goign to try and go in blind. and stop expecting things to go how i picture them.
today is the surgery, i was invited. i was surprized and i don't know what to expect. I am tired of painting pictures in my mind, and having them be so off. from now on i'm goign to try and go in blind. and stop expecting things to go how i picture them.