Dec 19, 2011 11:45
I've been actively writing in my other lj about things that no one cares about: that dude, feelings associated with that dude, my reactions to that dude, more in-depth whining about that dude, Jimmy Eat World.
I realized that for so many years I always said "If I just had this one thing, I'd be happy." I've learned this year- that isn't true. Happiness is an on-going effort. It's not just about getting things or doing things, it's about EVERYTHING. It's about balance. This has pretty much changed my tone and view of a lot of things.
I finally am reading the Tao Te Ching. I kind of want to take a year off and go meditate with dudes in the mountains to find some sort of clarity and balance in life.