Clarity.
I think now it's about time to start actually being the person I've always wanted to be. I know that the world is shitty and that people suck; I don't want to contribute to that. I don't want to say or do things in the future that could potentially hurt anyone. Things make sense to me. I almost feel grateful because it's made me realize that I've been an asshole a lot. If I live true to myself and my beliefs and feelings, I can't feel guilty about anything at the end of the day. I guess I really am redefining everything. Today I will start in on my better days.