i wish that God and i could sign a special agreement so that he could take away my ability to fall in love forever.

i'm so glad i'm leaving tomorrow.

take time to realize that i'm on your side. didn't i tell you?

i can have meat no more than three times a week and it must be without grease. no fast food. fruits and veggies/ no cigagays. more apple juice. less soda. more water. less soda.

and i'm stable, so you want me, and i'm upright, while you're downsized.

pictures of my babies

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rufus wainwright new cd RELEASE THE STARS comes out tomorrow. i highly suggest you buy it as that will be one of the first things i do tomorrow. the man is a talent. you best recognize.

don't download it. he needs money for rehab.

i wish people could just stop being morons and wuit fucking it up for themselves and stop fucking it up for me.

i just wanna be in love. but its never gonna be simple enuff to enjoy.

hard :(

today sucked. i had some hope. a tiny little speck, but i assumed it wouldn't happen, and it didnt. i bet i thought about it more than you did. it seriously sucks to be me right now.

im just freakin sick of crying.

i have like six scrapes on my legs and my elbows. i have a slight headache and im shaky. like eight people hate me for not calling them back. i smell like chlorine and i have a deeper understanding for some of my friends=last night ( Read more... )

friends are good. i love my old ones. i admire my new ones. i like playing card games with boys who miss me and tell me i smell nice. i like playing card games with girls who make my days consist of way too much smiling and beauty. i like having friends who give me and our friends flowers when they forget to call. i like being with people who make ( Read more... )