So let's start this off with a major event.

My grandmother died yesterday in the morning. 
And I've said I'm fine, and that it's okay and I've thanked people for being sorry and worrying about me.

And I honestly believed that I was a little bit okay, but I'm really not sure I am. I feel like, I should be okay and I should not be okay. Because it's ( Read more... )

I'll make this brief because I don't really have that much time. I'm going to New York for the weekend because it's one of my best friend's birthday. She'll be 15 now, and this is the special thing she's doing.

It's cold as fuck over there and I'm sure I'm going to die. I get cold around 70 degrees. It's 20 something over there. -_-

I've never seen ( Read more... )

 ....I had a pretty disturbing nightmare last night...
I find it interesting since I haven't had a nightmare in a reaaaaally long time.

It was about one of my best friend's dad trying to kill me.

Not fun. And reaaaally creepy.

It sort of played out like one of those Lifetime movies. 
It was my birthday, some things happened before that but it's all ( Read more... )