you're not allowed to forget
you're not allowed to forget
the scent of dead roses by the bed
left to wilt, black dry petals curled in
hate.
They fill the house with their fumes,
ever so visible and ostentatiously glaring
(you’re not allowed to forget;
in dreams it haunts you,
a funeral song lingering long after the wake)
it greets you when you wake -
stalks you when you sleep -
shadows you when you work -
the fumes fill the house;
you’re not allowed to forget.
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why are so many people breaking down at the start of the year, already? how come i've never noticed? maybe cause i never really cared. never, really, cared. so caught up in my own world.
but - and i feel so selfish - being high is so much nicer.
which is why even if i have something up i would rather just not think about it and be high with everyone.
ENFPs are energized by being around people. Some have real difficulty being alone , especially on a regular basis. They are usually very cheerful, but withdrawn when hurt or overwhelmed.
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Nothing's gonna change my love for you (Glenn Medeiros)
(what, i heard this two times in a day on friday! once in times, second time at home on the radio - and it's not even valentine's day!)
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too